Shortly after these photos, however, I came down with a very nasty flu. I hope you have managed to avoid it this year because it is not pleasant. When I can manage it, I drag myself to the couch. My husband and I are working our way through Inspector George Gently on Netflix, after having recently finished Sherlock. I feel like a lazy slob, but there's not much else one can do with the flu.
I thought I should update you. Recently, I wrote about my experience with depression and anxiety attacks. A lot of my anxiety centers around health concerns, but despite this winter sickness I haven't had a full-blown panic attack in weeks. The medication - minus some pesky side-effects - seems to be really working for me and makes it easier for me to do the therapy. Every day has its challenges, and I often have crumby moments, but for the first time since October I feel mostly like myself. For the first time in ages I am (for the most-part) optimistic about the future, and I'm very grateful for that. I'm not sure how I will be tomorrow or next week, but right now - even with the flu - I am okay.
Stay well!
coat: kling
scarf // bag: thrifted
hat: old
boots // leggings: target
great photos!!
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Such lovely photos, as always. I'm so sorry you have the flu, but glad you are feeling better and dealing with your anxiety.
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DeleteOh I hope all that flu goes away soon! I love how pale your skin looks in these photos, in contrast to your lipstick, coat and cap (which I love, by the way!) ♥ You look like you were born from the snow, which is absolutely ethereal.
ReplyDeleteIn respect to the panic attacks, I'm so glad you are doing okay. I hope sending you good thoughts would help you fight off your anxiety. If it does, I'm sending you loads right now.
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Thank you so much, Bivi! I really appreciate the good thoughts. :-)
DeleteI'm dealing with the flu too as I read this... hope you are feeling better. Love the coat!
ReplyDeleteBoo. Sorry you have it. It's bad stuff.
DeleteYikes. I'm glad you're feeling better. I had a similar mind nosedive when I got really sick this past year so I have the utmost empathy and sympathy. Very glad to hear you're feeling somewhat better. xo
ReplyDeleteYour photographs are always so calming. I love looking at them. I'm glad to hear you are feeling a bit better recently (minus the flu). It feels quite comforting to know that things can get better, as long as we try the best we can. I know it's not easy, but I hope you feel proud with the steps you are taking to get well.
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